i've got a lot of work to do, yet my mind isn't concentrating well.

at this point in time, i'm kinda feeling a little washed out. i need a holidayyyyyyyyy.

sometimes i wish God would be kind to me and let me go meet Him sooner. but then i start to think about the bigger picture, and i'll feel so ashamed @ my self-centredness :(

when i die... i hope there'll be a smile upon Your face. do I make You proud, dear Lord?